awakethe rest of the week i sleep because i'm exhausted.
i can't say what you want me to say, even though i really mean it.
i'm scared, if that makes me weak so be it.
doubling up on the purple pills doesn't seem logical to me but i'm not really at a logical place and time right now.
i need to remember to eat more.
one more attempt at sleep and if it doesn't work fuckit, fuckit right in the ear.
