break it down

Jan. 25th, 2006 at 3:49 AM

two days out of the week i can't sleep and i spaztically do stuffums until i pass out.
the rest of the week i sleep because i'm exhausted.
i can't say what you want me to say, even though i really mean it.
i'm scared, if that makes me weak so be it.
doubling up on the purple pills doesn't seem logical to me but i'm not really at a logical place and time right now.
i need to remember to eat more.
one more attempt at sleep and if it doesn't work fuckit, fuckit right in the ear.

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sharya

Jan. 25th, 2006 05:56 pm (UTC)

I know how hard it is to do it, but I would seriously consider trying to put yourself on a strictly regimented sleeping schedule... i.e. only allow yourself to sleep during certain hours of the day (preferably night time). I honestly believe it might help.

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phaedie

Jan. 27th, 2006 04:31 am (UTC)

Ima try and every day it doesn't work there is always another day to try again, or summit.

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(Anonymous)

Jan. 26th, 2006 09:16 pm (UTC)

amost opposite with me

And here I sit at work struggling to keep my eyes open. Ah well, in a mere 4 hours, I will have two seperate planes on which to nappy. Take care of the kiddies (and kitties) while I'm out! <33 phaedie ~Blue Dragon

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phaedie

Jan. 27th, 2006 04:30 am (UTC)

Re: amost opposite with me

You'd best be giving Tigre a big hug from me when you arrive.
<3<3

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feelingsuperior

Jan. 27th, 2006 03:48 pm (UTC)

no doubleing up, unless doctor says so....

actlikeyoumore.

Weak is in the eye of the beholder, and words are overrated.

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phaedie

Jan. 27th, 2006 03:51 pm (UTC)

the doctor told me to double up, no worries i'm following instructions not making up my own shiznit like some peoples. ;)
i miss you.
actions speak loudest i know. <3<3

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