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In between two and three I decided sleep was not coming to my house.
I had all this bizarre energy and a desire to see the ocean so off I went.
Up and down Commercial once for a stretch and then down to Science world and back again.
Took me about two and a half hours or so.
I still don't feel so tired but that's the adrenaline buzz, I'm sure once it wears off I'll crash hard.
Not gonna be able to do anything about the meds situation until Thursday at the earliest.
I can ride this out, I've ridden out much worse storms.
When I was walking back it was like walking through two different cities.
One which was packing it up for the night and heading home.
Another which was sleepily poking it's head out to begin working in the new year.
I pretended to be one of the two groups off and on all the way home.
Except for when I was at Mcdonalds getting a nice warm hot chocklit to take home and a breakfast burrito.
Then I pretended I was catching the train and that I would have to be careful not to spill on myself on the way to work.
Things to remember in 2006;
- How much I love the night.
- How good walking is for me physically and emotionally.

So glad I don't have to work today even without the walk I know I'll be toasted some time within the next three hours.
It's prolly the lack of sleep but the wake of calms that I've been getting seems to have gotten bigger and I'm sitting here amidst it all not knowing what will happen but secure that it will be ok.
Brisk fresh air and walkies are good for Phaedie. :)

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sharya
Jan. 3rd, 2006 05:10 pm (UTC)
I thinks getting back on all the meds you're supposed to be taking will help. Yay for walks though :D
phaedie
Jan. 4th, 2006 07:38 am (UTC)
i think you are prolly right.
art_lindsey_iii
Jan. 3rd, 2006 06:09 pm (UTC)
Hang in there, hun.

Thanks for listening to ME, as well. :) <3 <3
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phaedie
Jan. 4th, 2006 07:37 am (UTC)
woot woot woot
im not afeard o no marky.
XD
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